Sunday, October 21, 2012

i think i might just lose myself in all this

depressed mood: back on
I just can't believe it
though i sort of makes sense now
a bit
maybe
i dont know what to think
i need to talk to someone
but who the hell do i turn to?
vusak has shit of her own happening around her
iman doesnt care anymore what happens to my friends who arent hers
esther has been trying to take care of iman, which totaally means they are in cahoots. lol idk but it would be awkward la if i ranted to her
malcam ... well he might intervene and im not sure my brain can handle that
and im sure as hell not gona talk about this to my classmates

so who do i talk to?
myself?
blogging is one thing mate
talking is another
shit
my brain
is not
going
into hyperdrive
not sure if its the good one, or bad
or depressed
i think its safe to say that its the depressed one
urghh
why now
well, shit follows you right

i think i am losing my mind
"cos im losing my mind, losing my mind, will somebody please tell me im fine?
nothing's all right."

wherever you go

shit follows you

dear God i pray for mental stability

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