HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!

Hahaha of my sayangg. makebelieveitsadream.blogspot.com :)
Yes ITS BEEN A WHOLE YEAR SINCE I MADE THIS BLOG. i have come along way from using a laptop to blog to my phone. How sad.
Anyways. 2010.
Ur holidays sucked
The friends i lost were the ones i thought i would be friends forever with
The new ones i made are terlampau awesome. Hahaha
My old buddies frome the years before? SANGAT AWESOME. if ur reading this? I love you okay. Sometimes i need my space bt ngeh. Dont we all
Yg peminat peminat saya tu. Hahaha lek kau. Lema breathe. I need to think.
2011. SPM YEAR. nuff said. Ugh.
After my bday I CAN LEARN TO DRIVE YAWW. hoyes im so. Looking. Foward. To. That.
And bakat interact. And i.u. Day. And seeing my friends. And old friends i jarang see.
Babe. We gotto live and let live. LETS ROCK THIS WORLD WITH ALL OF OUR AWESOMENESS.
God bless all of you. Happy new year ;)

Happy christmas?

Well if u count feeding off my sis for the happy christmas semangat happy then i guess so. Ngeh
I feel.
Sad. Pathetic. Suicidal? Nah not that. Its undescribable. Pfft.
Isolated too much. But i guess in a way its getting me ready for next year.
Gona be isolated from SO MANY THINGS. friends out time especially :((
So how? How to fell better about this?
Nothing. Nothing can be done. Except being patient.
BUT I AM DONE BEING PATIENT. SOMETIMES I JS WANT TO PUNCH SOMETHING AND I END UP PUNCHING SOMETHING ELSE and it hurts D:
Gahh. I lack training.
Dear God. Give me the strength to get through each day with a smile on my face and actually be happy. Let my smile be real please. Amen

It gets hard

Yes i know its my fb status. Im here to explain whats hard. Hahaha okay sounds wrong to some of u people so ima say right now. GO WASH UR BRAIN CUZ IT AINT WHATCHU THINK XD
anyways
It gets harder each day. To take it in and hold it all together. To believe in something true. To understand people. Sigh.
I dont geddit.
Btw heres an update :
So recently this guy adds me on fb. Ok he seems nice *add*. Next day i was on my mums laptop. *fb chat pops open. Its the guy i js added. Lets call him boi* boi: hey me : hey b: u live in rainfield right
OKAY HOLD UP AND REWIND EXCUSE ME HOW U KNOW THIS
so being me, i played friendly and said yes why. And i kept asking why. He never said. Then after awhile...
Boi: are u going jogging today? Me: huh? Emm
Maybe why? And then odooiii. Dia pun mau jogging at rainfield pfft. Whattt. Is. This. Okla paduli.
*brought seanna jogging with me teehee!*
Yea so i see him playing soccer with himself (haha) and then he sat down u know tired. So i wemt over with seanna (duh she was 'tired'frm jogging)
Me:hey boi:hey. ... B:IS BELVINA UR COUSIN?
Hahahahahahaha yeeaaaaa. Kinda sasat there. Hahaha js cause she is seen often near my hse doesnt make her my cousin. Or do we look alike? Hmm
Anyways so aparently hes my neighbour. Ahhaahahhaha. He saw bels photo of my cny bah and like OMG saw me jogging and i tot i looked familar so he checked bels pict and tadaa added me. And i thought i had a stalker.
Guess i dont. Still. Now he knows what block i live in. Uh ohh. And what school. And how old i am. Why do i say these things. =.= oh well
NEW FRIEND MADE. NUF SAID

Attention seeker

I like getting notifications. But i sometimes wish it was because i was being looked for. Because i posted something.
Scratch that.
I ALWAYS WISH THAT TO HAPPEN.

Sometimes i wonder

Is it worth being that friend who backs u up even if ur not always there? Will it be worth it if i gave in to my undisclosed desires?
Sigh
WHO AM I BLOODY KIDDING
course it wont. Never will be.
But ohh nikki. U js do it anyways kan? Just because its already like that in u.
Even if the guy freaks u out cause he flirts with u, u still layan him. Inila akibat forever alone
Even if ur friend might not have that strong supportive feeling towards u, u still go for it. Backing them up. Even if u dont like them.

I need to change this genetics of mine.
God help me to be serious

...and this is what happens when..

I wish i could tell u this. I wish i could. But i cant. Cause to u.. This is kurang ajar.

When we spend THE WHOLE DAY OUT IN ONE PLACE WITH DAD (the driver) NOT EATING ANYTHING BT COFEE AND PORRIDGE FOR BREAKFAST. he just HAD to say te trigger 'u only used one plate, y u no wash?' (well technically those were YOUR plate and cups, i inly used A CUP EXCUSE ME Y U FALSELY ACCUSE ME EHHH)
so i say la ya later i wash. He gets annoyed and AGHH go repeat the question. I repeat my answer. AND THIS OLD MAN GETS PISSED CAUSE I CAKAP BALIK AT HIM AND SLA
S THE KITCHEN DOOR SHUT.
Pfft your fault for wanting to tegur me. Sorry la but hello?? I WAS DOING LAUNDRY. i do dishes AFTER LAUNDRY. u think im still that 6 yr old kid ka thay doesnt know what chores are? I CANNOT BELIEVE OH WHY BA
u make me feel stupid oh u know.

Its hard to stay with no one to love you you're going nowhere

TRAGIC?? huh. Dont give me that. Empathy? LMAO NO ONE DIED LA AND NO ONNE IS DYING. So why do i feel so depressed?
Yea sure. Im considered quite 'perky'. But thats to life up the mood. You dont want your day to pass boring now without my awesomeness showing itself at least four times a day right? xD
But yea. Depressed. All my homies are busy. All too busy (for me? PERHAPS). Can't find a two people at a time who both agree to go out on a specific day to do a specific thing. Depressing see? My bestfriend in dpm also busy. WHY AM I FRIENDS WITH PEOPLE SO ACTIVE XD nono its a good thing. But i wana go ouut :(
Let the following song verse fill u to the brim about hpw i have been feeling all holiday.
Theres nothing i could do theres nothings i could say the things that i could find means the monsters are real will u realize that the monsters in you?

HOW DO U FEEL TODAY

Alone? Yes. I have been cooped up too long with my parents. I need a day out. Even if for a little while. I dont mind. Somewhere i can be myself. Without adult supervision.
A need to rant? Yes. A freakin' large need.
Unwanted by my friends? HOYEAH. no one texts me, no one msgs me in anyway except my tui teacher and my parents. Those people who claim they do contact me are actually just people who I contacted FIRST. That warm fuzzy feeling i had at my birthday where i felt soo loved? Yea kinda all gone now. My hormones are on full blast. It times like this i wish i had someone i can contact daily without them feeling like im a waste of time :/
Untrusted? U THINK???

Recently i read something on six billion secrets that i really can relate to. Strangers who care about other people GMH that i still have God to love, family to protect me, a name and a sister to stand up for, and friends who will be there when i talk to them.
But sometimes i wish THEY WOULD TALK TO ME FIRST; listen to what i need to express; ask me and push me to tell them things if it seems like its bothering me.
SOMETIMES I WISH I JUST MADE TUMBLR SO EVERYTIME I UPDTED ALL MY FRIENDS WOULD SEE AND NOT ME TELLING THEM TO CHECK MY BLOG AGAIN AND AGAIN.
By the way if u are reading this and u have no idea who i am then please dont go judging me away. I am NOT who i seem to be.

Inspiration of the day. Whee~

Okay i know i have been ranting alot of bad stuff lately well thats cause its my blog and i will say what i want and no i dont really care who i hurt cause they wont listen if i try to explain anyways. So heres a little something to brighten up the mood.
(ps: sorry it seem that i have been pms-ing all through this month and i have no clue how to express it creatively so i do it bluntly. Again sorry babes. Enjoy the text :D)

Well we been friends for more or less most of our childhood/ adolescence years. The time really goes fast. I really adore them alot,because they really take good care of me. When im not in the mood,they really tried  their best to impress me.Every time they cross my mind, i think how lucky ive been, to have them as my special friend. We all need somebody we can turn to, someone with no reason to stay. So if you fear that your sun is dying and you need the strength to keep trying, well ill reach out and take your hand ok? don worry. you know what friends are like melons. Shall I tell you why? To find one good a hundred you must try. Never look back... Never regret... Never remember the people you've met. Never begin... And never end... Never say never when it comes to your friends!  And thats true. Well a friend is someone who smile when you smile, laugh when you laugh, but hold your hand when you cry and someone who listens when you speak, understands when you cry and guides you on your way.The language of friendship is not words , but rather meanings . It is an intelligence above language.

Fairytales wishing to become reality

If only i am more creative.
If only I HAD MY OWN LAPTOP THAT ACTUALLY WORKS PROPERLY.
If only i could learn how to drive this year.
If only...
I dream too much right?
I want too much..right?
I take things for granted too often.. Right?

IF. ONLY. LIFE. WERE. LIKE. A. FAIRYTALE.

I have no idea what is wrong with the world. Why the mindset is like that.
Ye though i shalt be annoyed, ye musnt act hastily towards me.
Babes. U are beautiful just so u know. Dont kill that just because u wana weigh 45. Curves are a good thing.

LIES. no please I CANT HANDLE YOUR SWEET LIES ANYMORE

YOU. yes. YOU. I am a victim of YOU. I. Your friend. I thought i could handle it. I could not.
Day in, day out I HEAR THE EXACT SAME THING.
WHAT IS FUKCING WRONG WITH YOU? YOU ARE NOT FAT.
YOU ARE NOT MUSCLY.
YOU ARE NOT UGLY.
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL GORGEOUS YOUNG LADIES WHO HAVE BETTER TASTE IN EVERYTHING. YOU GUYS ARE MY FRIENDS, MY IDOLS. but all i hear from you ESPECIALLY U THREE are 'my thighs are too flabby ...(the next week)..OMG MY THIGHS ARE MUSCULAR I DONT LAIKE''i need to stop eating. I js started this thing by skipping breakfast, i lose alot of weight' 'IM FAT'
0.0 I FEEL SO BAD AND FAT AND UGLY WHEN U GUYS SAY THIS U KNOW KA. T.T
sometimes i feel like slapping you people but i know u guys have the right to rant and complain and do whatever u please to ur body BUT WHEN U START GETTING SICK KAN IDK LA.
u shouldnt ba judge ur fatness by ur weight. That is proven in the paper that that method DOES NOT EFFING WORK. Js because u like that u weigh less than 50 doesnt mean ur fat if ur over it.
IDEAL WEIGHT IS ACCORDING TO BMI NOT AMERICA's NEXT TOP MODEL.
THIS IS WHY I HATE U GUYS. THIS IS WHY I DONT TALK WHEN U GUYS TALK ABOUT THIS. I AM HURT U KNOW KA :'( idont like listening to u people talking about this BODY WEIGHT SHOULD BE TABOO AMONG FRIENDS. it does nothing good for anyone. It doesnt make u feel good. It doesnt make u healthier. It doesnt motivate u to become a better person.
Everyone wants to be thin. So u either eat less food INSTEAD OF LESS MEALS or u exercise.
End of story. NOW U BETTER SHADDUP OR I WILL SLAP U SO HARD UR FACE WILL REACH TIMBUKTOO >((

PART TWO OF WHATEVER I JUST POSTED TODAY XD

Anyways. Where was i? Oyeaaahhhhhhh. Form2. Hee
Well in form3 we had to take this government exam thingy whiich is actually pretty lame but hey, keeps us studying so in this year i kindaaa dropped from first class to second. Yeah. I rock right? I chose a right year to go down. That year the teachers pushed. ALOT. IDONTLAIKKEEE. and i got closer to even more people. Bel kim and vusak. Yea this is where evrything started. Where i got closer (abit) to cat corn and kikir too :D hee~
Also the year i started going to the library. Awesomest place EVAH. u meet new friends and hoyeah see alot of things happen andand of course, get the time to study without being bugged about chores for at least 6 hours(depending how long u stay la ofcourse. Personally i recomend at least 2 hours there)
But between this year and last year, alot of friendship ties became.. Unstable. Yeah. Now, presently, we do not talk tothis child called natchan anymore because.. Well.. Alot of reasons.
It is not my place to talk about it here. Let me just say kan that she hurt alot of people and she still hasnt apologized. Im sorry my friend but its too late. Far too late. I hope u change for the better soon cause now i just see the little naive girl becoming a disaster in the making. Yes. SHE IS BECOMING WORSE. D:
ANYWAYS.. Ima stop rambling now. She aint worth it.
So yea. Ima be form5 next year. Ima be 17 next year. Ima be able to take my lisense test next year.
IMA ALSO BE TAKING SPM :O

OMG I AINT NO FORM FOUR ANY MORE (part1)

Wow. Time sure flies fast one u reached form3. I was right when i said that to the junior girl. OWHEMMGEE IM SCARED. next thing u know u will see all my posts about me and my boyfriend (chh lama lagi that) or me and my kids 0.0 haha i think when im married i wont exactly have much time for blogging. Look at me now! Hahahaha pfft
Anyways, as i said. Form4 is officially OVER OH MY FREAK SPM IS LIKE IN ONE YEAR. im scared. I still remember walking into convent going 'ok im gona make new friends and im going to like it. ' then i looked at the kehadiran list and i saw JANICE'S name. EEEEK I GOT SO EXCITED. XD
thank God we both went in the same sports house (jet). She was my form one buddy. I couldnt call her my classmate till this year. See? Once classmates, always classmates :p
Then i remember getting close to joyce in 1D. I remember those stories i heard about her in primary school and how evryone thought she was weird. I decided (after a few weeks) to try and be nice. AND U KNOW WHAT??? she was not that bad. Nice actually. We then formed this weird bond of..yea.. Its weird. Ahhahahahaa
Then form two came and i became really close to these people called ash, chan, natchan, and ughhh vad fred and... Dianah and vyevye. Idk how but yea. The teachers placing me with diff groups made me make new friends. Thanks pathma. :)
Now i know u dont like long posts so i'll continue later. Otherwise my iphone(which i am using to blog now) will make my posts look weird. So yeaaa. I shall continue later yaaa. :D

I rock. I love. I live. I me myself. I getting epic marks for physics. I laike....BIG BUTTS AND I CANNOT LIE. hahahaha 

ADAM LAMBERT AND PARAMORE FTW. I WISH I WENT TO THE CONCERT. PSHH

Installation :)

I AM FINALLY AN OFFICIAL INTERACTOR.. HOYEAH. HAHAHA
I am also an official director of club activities! You know.. stuff that has nothing to do with the Rotary club and all. Etc : our end of year makan2 with seniors and teacher. Don't know when yet. but you can betcha it will be soon. :D:D

The entrance. they sold masks here. Ths pict shows that men, like black masks. :)

my friend. i like her mask :)

see how stress my friend is? she wont even smile properly :(

sorry did i say wont? i mean CANT

hahaha xD

kimberlau. natalie prabha. me :D louiselle

<3 times. alaa no vusak :(

Me and my friend :D

Guy on the left has a good voice ;)

Our M.C.

Final bow :)

So thats a basic overview of the installation night. have a nice time making it out at the size i put em. hee. hope u can see em ;)

a aesop's fable

aesop's fables are a whole lot of stories in one book. these stories are short and easy to understand therefore little kids are encouraged to read 'em. each story has a morale valae to it and i shall share one of the stories that REALLY stuck with me until now.
Mum - m
John (the son of Mum) - j

John was a little boy growing up raised by a single mother. one day when j came back from school, he showed his mother a stolen pencil. m didnt do anything. instead she just smiled. the next day j stole another pencil. the next week he stole a watch. the week after that, j stole a book. nearly all his classmates and teachers have had something stolen from them by j.
when j reached the age of 18, his mother could no longer protect him for he his no longer a child. therefore the people of the town decided to execute him for stealing all of their belonging, (yea sorry my memory is kinda sketchy, BUT HERE COMES THE MORALE VALUEEE) by hanging till pronounced dead.
At his execution, m came to pay her last respects before he died.
j: mother!
m:(crying)
j:aww mothe, dont cry. here come here for my arms are tied. i need to whisper u something. something very important
m:(leans near her son)
m lets out  an EAR PIERCING SCREAM while clutching her hand to the side of her head. people gasped in horror as blood spilled down the side of her head and from between his teeth, j spat out his mothers ear
the people began to drag him up the ramp to where he was going to be hanged. all the while, j was screaming at the top of his lungs : MOTHER. IF YOU HAD STOPPED ME, TOLD ME I WAS WRONG THE VERY FIRST TIME I SHOWED YOU THAT STOLEN PENCIL, I WOULD NOT HAVE BITTEN YOUR EAR OFF TODAY
but of course no one cared, j died and m? lets leave that to your imagination ok? ;)

p/s : if u guys have read this story before, so sorry it sounds so.. different. i kinda improvised cause i didnt really remember all the exact details. :p

RANDOM UPDATE 15 OCTOBER 2010 time:2305

Freddie n michelle are leaving at midnight to korea. :D KDCA sponsor or something like that :/
Some fm5 also. Idk why kena let ths. LUCKY
anyways
I cant sleep. I mean i want to.. But.. Im thinking too much about tomoro. Hee
Gila oh
Thn my dad agaib js now. I cook the whole dinner ba js now. Well except nasi. Ba okla. When i finished i told then to eat first. He said dont speak like no energy
Well at least i speak like that. I rather do that thanbe tired nd b pissed at th whole schoolzz
Haahaaa

Hey thats not fair! >:((

I hate it how some universities here are so byest to their own kind. Own kind as in "malays n bumiputras have reserved places here" seriously i saw that somewhere. I was like whatttt.
Ish
Im a bumi my self and i find it very good for me, but what about my chinese friends who cant get a uni outside the country? Or even a bank loan because of their race/ religion? Yea sure bla3 one malaysia bla3 BUT PLEASE LA PEOPLE
show a little respect to them! You're human. They're human. Whats so different about you guys? I've seen and heard and read many instances where fights have beeb broken out because of race/religion. Why cant all ths fighting just stop and lets be grateful for one another that we actually do have peace here.
That its still safe to go places. Somw coutries like israel ( sorry israel.) are dangerous because the war between RACE/RELIGION is still raging. When will it end? For me it could end any day. But i have a feeling that would still be quite a long time. Sigh
Come on guys. Play nice. We share one earth. One country. We should look out for each other.
Well i shared my feelings. I dont know about you but i feel lighter. Nights. Ima hit the haystack now. ;)

Fairytales are not fairy like nor tale like

Seriously. Once you think about it. Fairies are cute and yet annoying and totally mythical ;). What has that got to do with farytales? "omg i js had a farytale dinner""omg i js met my husbnd who i want a farytale wedding with""omg today was a farytale"
So do they mean "cute and annoying wedding/day/dinner/etc?? Haaha i bet its js to say that it was unbelievable right? "perfect"
NOT. it really was cute n annoying xD Rarely do we get the perfect man, day, event to even call unbelievable. Sometimes i wish i had that.
Perfect boyfriend, perfect teachers, perfect school, perfect body, perfect day.. But thats life.
LIFE
is about imperfection
No matter how much of a perfectionist u are, flaws are a good thing sometimes. Remember that ya? ;p

Now i know why i was feeling so emotional. I was pms-ing a week early. Pfft

Video: Justin Bieber Found to be 51-Year-Old Pedophile Michael Cote In Disguise

Video: Justin Bieber Found to be 51-Year-Old Pedophile Michael Cote In Disguise

Katy Perry Peacock Music Video

haha watch

very funny

but make sure you censor the kids away from ur laptop or computer well before u click the button play :)

Dont mind the previous posts. That was my hormones talking.
I love my frends. I just get overwhelmed sometimes by the very things I DONT WANT TO be. :(
I'm not as thick as i appear to be.
I'm not crazy all the time, i am human after all.

'umans 'ave 'arts 'afta all. :)

Ignorance can be so blissful.
Ignorance can be so good to a person.
Ignorance makes a person dumb, closed up, effing frustrated.
Ignorance WILL NOT be my new best friend. I will NOT be taunted by things i dont know. If im suppose to know it, i will right? Some how. But the thing is they never remember to include even though i remember to include them :(
Talking about this is not an option.
Maybe i should rant on youtube. Hmm vlog. haha i wear a mask of some sort there xD

Well either way, im sorry fpr ranting here. Your eyes must be sore from reading all my grammer errors and wrong use of vocabulary.
:) im stressed. I should stop talking. Sigh. Im a sad pathetic little girl

I wipe the tears away, i wipe your blood shot eyes...

Paramore u make this even harder cause your coming here and and i cant go see you ;(

Whatevs

What i realize today when i cleaned my shelf, i found last yrs mad mag frm school. Heres my enlightening:-
You let me listen, i feel u. BUT WHEN I TALK U CHANGE THE SUBJECT >:( js cause u dnt like it. But i nvr gve a shirt when u talk about something not related to me and i dnt like it or find amusing at all. I encourage u to tell me. Even if its something bad.
U nvr let me in. I mean fully in. And whem idk means i should ask u ppl fr me its listen in or dnt let me repeat. :(
DO U FIRETRUCKING KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS
I THOUGHT FRIENDS LET FRIENDS KNOW EVRYTHING WHEN THEY ASK. but no. If its to do with me JUST SAY LAH. dont say nothing nevermind. I FEEEL LIKE A FUCKING OUTLAW. there i said it. I AM FRUSTRATED WITH YOU PEOPLE
I would cry but what use would it make? Its not like any of u even read my blog. NO ONE READS IT.
Im a loner. Im pathetic. Im a sad sad person who cant have a group of real friends who will listen when she talks and comfort and advice. Im not strong as i admit or claim to be. My walls have broken down a long long time ago. Reading that mad mag frm school made me realize how much frustration im holding onto. Now i know why peopl have diaries but heh i dnt wana write.
One on one i have a chance of sharing but no not in ur group. I just cant. I wana know about u sure. But i remembee at one point u guys said u didnt know enough about me. I didnt answer cause MY LIFE IS LAID OUT IN PLAIN SIGHT.when i talk thats my life. I have nothing better to say. I dnt go sacred heart where all th popular people are. I dont go to lib to flirt, date or js to spy on people.

Is there something wrong with me? Am i over reActing to stress? But think about it. When wass the last time u guys let me speak? About what i like. I hold back because i dnt wana hear u whine sometimes u know. Damn.

And so this is what i want to tell u about last friday, sept 10

Hey people i know i know. I keep posting and u people never read, its a waste of time!! Well this is like an online diary for me so.. I like having it and posting my stuff and all. Keeps me sane in a way. Better than writting all the time. I need to write soon. My writting is getting bad. Ngeheh.
Anyways, that day was Hari Raya first day. Happy raya day!! Btw js so u knw, raya is a muslim festival thingy. A celebration. Like fr christians theres lent then easter. Its like that... Abit. Somewhere along the line.. Haha
Ok back to my story
Vusak was like, lets go watch resident evil 3D with val! Ok!! I said. When we turned up at suria BAM : there was bram, aaron, val n some guy called tan. Sorry tan. Ur nt some guy. Ur their classmate (if i recall properly thats what bram said) xD
Annywaysss.. Before i accidently piss more people off, lets get on with it. Well aparently these guys have bought the movie tickets for us also xD at 11.30 that day JUST SO THERE WAS TICKETS. so .. The movie was like, at 2.30. Okay. Whatever. Since then they three have been roaming between malls back and forth just wasting time. OMG 2.15 lets go in :D
We reach the ticket line AND GUESS WHAT THE FRIGGIN LADY SAID. Im sorry. You are underage. I cannot let you in. WHAT?? WHY?? *argueargue* ok heres our manager can you please talk to him?
FIRETRUCK MAN. 6 PEOPLE AND U DONT LET US IN HAHA TOO BAD FOR YOU. YOU JUST LOST NINETY FRIGGING RINGGIT.
And guess what???! WE WRRNT THE INLY ONES HALEJUYAH.
So instead of watching ANY movie that day we decided to walk to that other mall. You know which kk ppl. The one with the word centre in it.haha yea quite a distance we venture no?
When we got there, OMG IT WAS LIKE FILL TO THE BRIM WITH PEOPLE WEARING THEIR BRAND NEW CLOTHES WHO SHOULD BE AT OPEN HOUSES. what are they doing there?? Why do you wana spend your raya in a mall of all places? =.=
so it was too late to catch a movie, too crowded to DDR (its a dancing game in the arcade whrre you step in arrows according to the display and the beat) and bowlings kida lame, so was pool. TOO CROWDED...so the six of us got a room..


And..


We..


Started..


KAROKE-ING
:D <3 When we first went in.. Bram: OOH Aaron: nice. I can sleep here ;) Val: haha NatVusak: 0.0 Me: lol. Sleep?? B: (turns off light) alla sayang dont sleep baaa A: UI BRAM GET OFF ME(the scene is B is on top of A and pretends to rape him) NV: MUST U RAPE HIM NOW? dont ba guys stop itt later.. (she is cut short by the counter lady who gave us the room. She puts our foc drinks on the table, turns on the tv and practically runs out theroom) : see? Tsktsk B: haiyah (wants to continue) A: DONT BA!!! (ok and now we skip this part of frustration of B trying to get the songs playing.. Yada yada yada... He puts on a love song and starts slow dancing with A but A rejects him.. Yea.. Ok dialogue!) (a light flashes) V: oh tht means we have ten mins left. M: aww man. NV: nvm. B! Continue fast2 get a song. B: wait bah im working on it. (ok then i frgot what happen but halfway through i saw on the screen "its raining men" so i told NV to play it andd) BEGAN BATTLE OF CAN SCREEM LOUDER THEIR LYRICS M&NV: ITS RAINING MEN! B&A&V: ITS RAINING GIRLS!!! Ahahaha did i mention we were all kinda REALLLLLY out of tune? Yeahh.. Oh and tan went home after the raping thing happened. Haha yea he didnt stay very long. So after our time was up me and NV went DDR-ing. Dony qotry the people lessened by then. After that she gave me a ride back home. Yea. Im awesome at ending stories really suddenly right? Sigh.. I would LOVE TO GO ON but sadly im bligging this on my iphone and urgh my thumbs are begining to hurt. Hahaha ;) Blog ya later aligator >)

My obsession

My obsession with true blood grew stronger when the first episode of seasob three premier and my obsession the character godric grew even stronger when i saw episode TWO. he just looks so damn hot in his uniform. ADAM HYDE
go google him. In video. His pictures dont guve enought justice. THE VOICE MUST BE HEARD
HEEE ~~

so sexayyyyy damn him.
Hahaha
almost like steven strait but haih.. He must be old now and his abs terlampau ba. But his face is cuteee :))))

hmm i have a lot of guys actually in the hollywood world that i find cute but its just that.. i dont know the names.
BUT OMIGOSH GODRICC

p/s this will be the first and the LAST you will hear me gush about guys. huaahaha xD

ASH. I WANT THAT SHIRT. LETS GO PRINTING ;)

merda computer. i want to upload pictures now! >:(

sigh
it wont read my camera!! :((
okay mums laptop left to harass
hope it doesnt die on me too. :)
anyways
my day wasss

KUMAR SUCKS
my bad
HES EVIL
like dammit he so damn kill us man
okay la we know we talk
we knoe we dont do ur work
but do u know U SUCK???
U HAVE A NASTY WAY OF COMPLAINING TO US
ABOUT US
BUT U DONT REFLECT ON YOU
fuckass

anywaysss
sorry guys :((
my camera i think got infectedso pertay hard to upload stuff
i have to like IMMEDIATLY transfer them to a thumbdrive or ELSE.. :((
yea virus sucks

he doesnt deserve us as students
he doesnt deserve to be a teacher
EVEN

watch :) Breathe Carolina - Diamonds [Official video]

A Skylit Drive - "Those Cannons Could Sink a Ship" Fearless Records

Breathe Carolina - "Hello Fascination" - SXSW 2010 Showcasing Artist

Today the 24 of july i...

Well actually MY CLASS, had a class party. Probably the only one we will evr hve until we finish spm (I HOPE NOT YO!!) and it was a t tanjung aru and OMGEE IT WASH KEWLL
hahaha
we had our own personal photographer curtesy invited by tira bt .. Yeaaa
HE HAD A BADASS CAMERA BEBEH!!!
and and and the beach was awesome so much that the wind was caraazy
our hair made us look so damn sexy
o wait .. I was suppose to link some pictures here.. Oh well u guys jist havto wait

anyways after that me, bel and kimlau walked over to kgc to put their things and go to kyc cause vadee and vusak are there. So we got there, lepak and then kimlau and bel went back to kgc to shower while i on the other hand, showered at kyc cos i broke and vadee said at kyc x need lui fr shower so :D
haha and around 6,
bels momma pick me bel and kimlau to go sacred heart.

We waited at parish hall fr kimlau's dad to go home, after that we bugged ppl fr fun. Hahaha
(sorry. Duwana mention names. Might say something or trigger sonething bad and yea.. Thwy aint bad. I think. I THINK.)

well yea life night started and vadee decided to come so we js continued waiting outaide with nadiaa ;)
haha and louiselle came and i frgt wht happened so we didnt talk to her. Smthing about .. Somethin. Hahah
well yea half way of ignoring louiselle went in then wen out and went home. Her text later was that she was sleepy and tired and doesnt wanto fall asleep there so... Yeaa

THEN VADAWHORE CAME. omgee then yea w kinda.. Sorta.. Got 'halau-ed in'
i that even a term??? Haha oh welll
life night was perrty awesome

since i was new they made me introduce myself. I was like.. Oohhh!!! Dialogie time.. :)
me and the Interviewer (wats his name again? Dammit!!)
I : hi denise
me : hi.
I ; well maybe u should start by err.. Telling them ur name, age and school?
Me : err ok? Hi
RoomFullOfPeople : HAI
me: my name is denise
RFOP : HAI DENISE
me: im sixteen
wwoooooh!
Me: and im frn stfrancisconvent
someguy: YEA me too!
I : haha well.. Denise whts ur fav colour?
Me: emmm blue? Hahah
someguy: yea thts kinda obvious
I: oh so well ur fav colour is black laa??
Someguy: haha nonono la


Well yea kinda lazy to finisg th interview, until that part la interesting xD
sleepy now. Night people :))

Official Vampires Suck Trailer

Oh ma gawsh!!! July 19!!!!!

Well yea i know i know.
Of all the things to excited about? Why a date?
And why must say it in a blog?
BECAUSE THAT IS THE DAY TRUE BLOID SEASON 3 PREMIERS HERE!!!
so to HELL with homework and sleeping early.
I AM NOT MISSING THAT!!
hahaa... ;)
pixies fairies werewolves and more are appearing.
CANT WAIT BEBEH!!!

Anyways.. Heres an update..
1st of all, now i OFFICIALLY cant go out unless i can pass ALL my subjects ALL the time.
Do u know how hard that is? Especially when the teacher doesnt make sense and wont explain??!!
Urghhh!!!!!!

2nd. Suddenly i have become sentimental and i have begun talking about cute guys. I was like OMG nikki is this youuu??
Haha shocking baaa. Dont usually talk bout guys ya know..

3rd thing is.. Well the usual.. Hehe.. My homework is like WTF so muchhh
:'(
any ways.. I wana go back to sleep now. Good night my sweets.

P/S : yes im blogging in the morning cos i aint going to school today. SICKKK. whicb is why im blogging? Lol.
Nitenitey

Beware of the first day of every month!!!

OMG THE FIRST OF JULY 2010 is a HORRIBLE DAY!!!
Lets start off with HOW UNLUCKY WE GOT :
1. The recital fr the concert started late. Causing
2. Me and bels ride to go back home and not answer the phone.
3. Th public phone didnt work properly
4. It started raining BEFORE we reached the bus stop
5. The bus going where we were going didnt stop >:(((
6. The guy in the tmn rimba cafe tried mengurating me. EWWWWW "..byee.. Miss you.. Comme again.." EEEHH GELI OHHH!!!!! palui!!
7. We had to WALK home. I walk home twice dy in a week.
8. Then we saw a crazy man and we were talking bout something and omigosh it attracted his att. Trus we panicked!! Aaaaaaahhhhhh ..!!!
9. Then it started raining. AGAIN
10. We had no phone. (we gna talk to sis bout this..)
11. Our parents were pissed at us
12. We promised oursleves that we will reach home by 6. Didnt happen. Reached home at 6 something. :s
13. Bels watch was dying
14. We didnt get to go tuition.
15. Some guy at a workshop tried whistling at us
16. Her mum called EVERYONE.
17. Mum so pissed i cant join anything until ai get my grades to all passing continuously. Yea...
Sigh.... Well like that la. Thats how unlucky we were. Grr.. Next time bel, we call my mum frm school or we folo fred. Tuition isnt as bad as this. :O
anyways.. We werent that pessimistic ya know..
We counted the good things too :))

1. We got aircon frm the lib and and
2. I saw who were three ppl who bel made friends with in church thingy? Haha brian, ian and urgh marshall?
3. The bos of th guy who tried whisteling at us in #15 said "..eh apani mau tengok amoi. Pegi buat ko pny kerja. Tak paya tengok amoi.." hes cool. :))

well yea thts about most of tht day that i can remember.. Any wayz, i will post again real soob k? Mst likeky with pictures w
that happen during after and hopefully b4 the concert. Ngehaha. ;)

cny was a blast!! :D

Hai. Just in case you have no idea what the freak is 'cny'..heres an insight

CNY - ChineseNewYear - Lunar New Year (based on the chinese calender. :] ) - person recieves little red packets at this time with money in em :D - lots of family and friends gatherings so it also means lots of GOOD FOOD. :)

got an idea now? good. :D

moving on.....

first of all. let me begin by saying GONG XI FA CHAI

its wishing u a happy chinese new year!! :)

its the year of the tiger!  RAWR

haha anyways...the liondances are always awesome. they are just so cute

the dude in the blue head is called a fool. he just annoys the lions. he sucks if there is only one. but if there are TWO. wow. all hail the chaos!! XD

look at that. isn't it just so ...CUTE? :D

i <3 is picture. on facebook i tagged almost all my friends there. :)

so thats about it. i type anymore and u will know who i am now right?? haha

so heres a bit more pictures just so u didnt waste all ur time here

fireworks on the 13 of feb exactly when it became the 14. :)

RAWR !! >:)

hayley : 'and so here we go again..'

yes hayley..here we go again. welcome to the lunar new year of the tiger people. :)

EXPECT. THE UNEXPECTED.

ciao for now

D.N.G.

sukan tahunan!! sports day!! wohhoo!! the big one! lol

okayh, so I bet ur wondering "why so late?" "why are you telling us this now? we already know this!!"

well SHUT UP because i didnt get to blog it and i wana blog it NOW.

haha

ok lets start.

it all started when i woke up! in my previous blog I said how pissed i was right??

well yea i really was

so I am js gona skip right after i found out that piece of sad crappy news.



Anyways....i was helping Interact Club sell food the whole day AND GUESS WHAT???

my head, where i was wearing a simple head band (hippie style babeyh!!) when i took it off (cause I finally got annoyed) i had this red mark on my head. :O teddy and beaver laugh. EEH

thank God for my bandana. :)

oh and marbern. somehow she reminded me that i had one and i should use it. so yeah.



we sold fried rice and egg, spaghetti, tuna mac, ice blended milo, mango, head bands, fans, ch0c cake



we made a LOT of profit. that was obvious even before abel counted the money. haha

so moving on....

we watched cheer and screamed like mad women, even though not a lot of people were. hahaha

as usual, jet won because WE HAD A MASCOT!!!!! OMG we so awesome... :D you know the cny lion dancing lion?? yes. THAT was OUR mascot. haha i prefered it when it was a tiger suit tho. but i guess its very hot and ena doesnt want to wear it again.......

so that was it. its bush'es last sports with ur also so we were like. :(((((((

any questions? any coments? you know where to do that. i dont know what else to blog about. haahaha

so.. erm.. i guess my next update will be after my cny thingy. so...

BYEE FOR NOWW :)

-D.N.G-

haha 1st half of sports. also known as mini sports. aka sukan mini

I was like. 'shit. Is today the day I have to run??' heck no babe. to day is the day u are still a bench warmer. hahaha

anyways, I carpooled with my buddy panda today. we picked up taikoh and her sis. we arrived at likas WAY to early for me. and we couldnt even use the field. so we loitered. XD yea we so bada.ss

anyways, me and taikoh couldnt decide what to eat because everything was :O and so we bought pisang goreng. rm2 for 12. yes, that was our lunch. panda had rice, her sis had 100+ (idk why she crazy her body something wrong) taikoh and I had banana fritters and her sis had home food. XD



anyways.....we were shortly joined by vakalulu, LLL and NC. well they ate lunch from home so we took a walk to the stadium.

we had just laid our butts on the seats when all of a sudden GARY went on th mic and said "wei. we have about 12 mins before 1, so students, GO LINE UP IN TH FIELD FOR YOUR ATTENDANCE TO BE TAKEN" and we were like "excuse me GARY but its like FREAKING HOT there!! its midday fr crying out loud!!! " but oh well.. we got chased away frm our precious seats by ever doing her duties nab. xD

after that we had this huge move from fokker's area to boeing's area. -yes we were all wtfing we dont care what u think. I'm sitting where i want to. -
belbel went to do her srm duties along with stephikins(?) and taikoh and NC left to go warm up with bushy for their respective competitions.

oh and by the time it was 4 something2... IT BEGAN RANING LIKE CATS AND DOGS. shit man so awesome. :) >D me, belbel, vakalulu, LLL and A.D went NUTS!!!! we sang to kesha and dance like fools in th rain!!!
we did th macarena...we did window wiping movement..AND MAN DID PEOPLE STARE AT US!! but at least they didnt say anything. I mean, even the caretaker was sporting. but then he pulled out the shade. too bad he couldnt cover evryting! wakakakaka LOL

anyways I guess thats all i want to tell u. heee~
me signing outfor now. gtg catch up on slacked off work and excersise :D

-D.N.G-